This has been a busy spring for eliminating in my second chakra with the release of a fibroid and polyp through belief work. A month ago, two friends simultaneously told me I had an ovarian cyst on the right side of my uterus that has caused gradual weight gain and my adrenals pumping more than I’d like. Ovarian cysts are protective, keeping things abey that don’t feel safe. Mine is bacterial so there was guilt involved. In exploring this, one of the issues that I delved into was my relationship around one of my sons. We have been estranged for quite a long time, and he and his wife are due for a baby boy in July. Though there might be a physical estrangement, I know that cells talk to cells and genes talk to genes so there is always some kind of communication that still occurs even if it isn’t fully acknowledged.
Five months ago, I had a loving and profound conversation with this new arriving soul that opened up possibilities around our relationship as his grandmother. Now that’s a strange word for me…Grandmother. At first I thought I wasn’t old enough to take on that title. Silly me, I forgot that I was attempting to fit the title into an age rather than an experience. I started to wonder what this new experience was going to be like. I thought about all the difficulties I had had in being a mother with the issues that I was working through at that time, and how being a Grandmother to this very special soul, with my past childhood issues basically healed and resolved, might be like…the wisdom and connection that we might share…which then shifted to the children that are being born at this time who are psychic and aware…the Indigo, Gold, Bronze and Rainbow children…would he be one of these amazing gems? He would be to me, no matter what.
Sidnee (how often I’ve written about my dear friend) suggested I explore a past life around myself and my son. I went to a life that I had already remembered years ago that was written in one of my 20 journals. In remembering, I had a hard time accepting the character I played. I found him repulsive, exploitive, objectifying of women, self righteous, abusive and uncaring of the needs of his wife/chattel (my son now). My actions caused her death, and I had little remorse until I died in that life. I had been stuck in a paradigm of intense patriarchy.
In reviewing the memory, I felt very judgmental of that character even though he was remorseful. In reality, it’s just an unclaimed aspect of myself, and I knew I needed to look at the beliefs that kept me separated from something that was part of me. It was about objectification and self righteousness. I cleared beliefs and talked with Creator until I could view the memory with compassion. In fact, I came to find humor in the character which I didn’t expect. Nothing like coming to lightness after intensity.
This brought me to a new awareness about my son…that he only acts out what I buy into. If I perceive him differently, than the illusion will change even for him. Thus, I’m holding the perception for both of us, which goes back to the way I objectified my son in the memory and as the character that I played.
I’ve been discussing with Sidnee and a few Theta friends about a Huna concept I read about awhile ago. I think I’m just starting to understand it. It’s called HO'OPONOPONO.
Dr. Ihaleakala Hew Len is a psychologist and had worked at Hawaii State Hospital for four years where the criminally insane were kept. Psychologists would quit on a monthly basis, and the staff called in sick a lot or simply quit. People would walk through that ward with their backs against the wall, afraid of being attacked by patients. It was a dangerous place.
When Dr. Len was hired, he told the hospital that he would not see any patients. He agreed to have an office and to review their files. While he looked at those files, he would work on himself asking that he be forgiven for his perceptions of each patient. As
he worked on himself, patients began to heal. "After a few months, patients that had to be shackled were being allowed to walk freely. Others who had to be heavily medicated were getting off their medications. And those who had no chance of ever being released were being freed."
"Not only that, but the staff began to enjoy coming to work. Absenteeism and turnover disappeared. We ended up with more staff than we needed because patients were being released, and all the staff was showing up to work. Today, that ward is closed."
Dr. Len feels that total responsibility for our life means that everything in our life - simply because it is in our life--is our responsibility. In a literal sense, the entire world is our creation. Being responsible for what we say or do is one thing. Being responsible for what everyone in our life says or does is quite another. Yet, the truth is this: if we take complete responsibility for our life, then everything we see, hear, taste, touch, or in any way experience is our responsibility because it is in our life. “They” don't exist, in a manner of speaking, except as projections from inside of us. The problem isn't with them, it's with us personally, and to change them, we have to change us.
Vianna has said similar in her Basic book. “We are manifestations of what we believe, and how we are programmed. We project to the world what we think we are. We send out signals and others perceive us as these projected thought-forms. They also perceive us from their own belief systems. We are a perception of ourselves interpreted by others' perceptions.”
What if we change, like Dr Len says, how we see or perceive others at a deep level? Would they not change because we are rearranging the illusion/perception?
Within two hours of doing the past life work and belief changes, I went into my closet to clear out some old journal writings. I opened a notebook and saw an entry, March 1988, where I wrote that my right ovary was hurting and on the next page was the written details of the same past life I had just cleared. What are the chances that such a synchronistic occurrence would happen with 20 plus journals stacked in my closet?!
I, then, sat with Creator who showed me that when I was pregnant with my son, there was a twin with him. I knew that about 1/3 of all pregnancies (21-30% of multifetal pregnancies) often start with a twin which then dissolves and is absorbed into the mother. It’s called the twin embolisation syndrome or vanishing twin syndrome (VTS). I teach about it in the Advanced Theta workshop (Do you Advanced students remember?). http://www.americanpregnancy.org/multiples/vanishingtwin.html
Creator said that the fetus who vanished is my new grandchild. It’s so wonderful that everything is so divinely taken care of.
Though my cyst isn’t quit gone (it’s disappeared and returned twice…a genetic POS -Polycystic ovarian syndrome), it will take a few other beliefs to clear, and thoughI haven’t had physical connection with my son as of yet, I can see new loving possibilities when I look at the future. My oldest daughter is getting married in September, and I’m sure that my son and the baby will be there for me to play a new role. I’ll keep you posted.
I forgot to mention last month, that in February, I was interviewed by Elaine Holtz for her 1/2 hour Santa Rosa, CA. TV Program, "Women's Spaces." In realizing that there is only so much time that can be spent surfing and reading on the Web, I feel that Parts 3-5 are the best to be viewed around information on ThetaHealing and my experiences. These are links.
There is No practicum in June. Saturday, July 12th is the next gathering of the Paradigm Shifters. The Basic is from 11 AM to 1 PM with a veg potluck after. The Advanced will be from 2 to 4 PM. The fee is $20 each section and Advanced practitioners are welcome to stay for both sections. Please RSVP by Wednesday, July 9th. If you haven't been to a practicum in awhile, please know you are welcome. ThetaHealing is a a work in process and new information, quicker and easier ways to use it are discussed.
The Santa Rosa Basic Level 1-2 and Advanced Workshop has been scheduled in the summer so vacation time or extended weekends might be more available. If you have family, friends or acquaintances who’ve been waiting for a convenient time to learn ThetaHealing, this summer could be perfect. Both trainings can be completed within an 8 day period (July 26-28 for Basic and August 1-3 for Advanced). There will be a short break inbetween the workshops (Tuesday-Thursday) to relax and visit the surrounding areas. Please contact me at 707-542-5502 or firstname.lastname@example.org
Create your life consciuosly. Manifestation and Abundance Workshop is September 6th and 7th in Antioch, CA at AINH. Early Bird Special is a total of $335 with a non-transferable/non-refundable $35 deposit by August 8th; thereafter it is $375 with a $75 deposit.
*Please note that all workshops are approved for credit towards Vianna's New ThetaHealing college which started in May 2008. http://www.thetahealing.com/colegeofthetahealing.htm
ABC Special w/Diane Sawyer interviewing a family with 4 Indigo children http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZwyiy90X2I [Note: I have 4 grown children, one of which has the same name as one of the children in the program and another of my children having a very close name as the oldest children in the video…interesting]
The Indigo Evolution: 7 part series
About the 11 year old visionary artist and poetress, Akain Kramarik
The inspiring story of Rick and Dick Hoyt (Team Hoyt). The article was originally published in Sports Illustrated. http://www.wanttoknow.info/050917dadtrulycares (read it first). After reading this incredibly moving story of transformation between a father and his son, don't miss the four-minute video of this amazing love story at http://www.transformationteam.net/video/best_dad . May we all find inspiration both within and outside of ourselves every day to be the very best we can be.
Car achieves almost 10,000 miles per gallon ( BBC News)
A car driven by a 10-year-old and built at a French school has set a new world record for fuel efficiency. The Microjoule team managed the equivalent of 9,845 miles per gallon while driving for 10 miles around Silverstone race track in the UK. More than 100 teams competed in the Shell Eco-Marathon. Their one goal was to see how far they can get these amazing machines to travel on a minuscule amount of fuel. While we might be delirious if we managed 40 miles (64 kilometres) to the gallon (4.5 litres) pottering about town in our super minis, these people are not happy until they have seen the mileometer click through the thousands. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/395366.stm
If you're thinking of asking your beloved to marry you, make sure that you utter your declaration of love into his or her left ear. New research suggests that declarations of love, jokes, or words of anger are best remembered when they are heard through the left ear. Instructions, directions and non-emotional messages, on the other hand, have more impact on the right side. The right eye has also been shown to be best for processing colors, and the right foot is the most vulnerable to tickling. The left cheek is the more favorable one to kiss, and the left side is the favored one for holding babies. Support for the idea comes from a number of psychological and brain scanning studies, and from research based on patients with brain injuries. (Times online) http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2008/05/17/the-way-to-a-man-s-heart-is-through-his-left-ear.aspx?source=nl
Donated organs can transfer feelings from one person to another
And it’s not only feelings that seem to be transferred. Memories, habits, personalities, and some even say parts of the soul, may also be transferred. To date, Gary Schwartz, PhD from the University of Arizona, says there are more than 70 documented cases that seemingly prove “transplant memory” is real
Bacteria that eat Antibiotics.
Harvard researchers have discovered hundreds of germs in soil that literally devour antibiotics, and thrive with the drugs as their sole source of nutrition. What surprised researchers was that so many bacteria were able to not only survive, but flourish, when fed 18 different, common, antibiotics, some at levels 50 to 100 times higher than would be given to a human patient. The question is whether these largely harmless soil bacteria will one day transfer their love for antibiotics to disease-causing organisms.
Candida and Fungus among Us
It is estimated that one in every two people will be affected by Candidiasis in their lifetime but many will not be aware of it or may even think that the symptoms are all in their head. The unfortunate reality is that many people who seek medical advice from their health care providers are told that there is absolutely nothing wrong with them. This is due to the fact that the mainstream medical establishment has been slow to recognize Candidiasis as a real issue.
Natural remedies for treating arthritis
How microwaves cause health issues and destroy food nutrition.
A film (about 10 minutes) about vaccines that’s a must see
How Jim Carey’s and Jennifer McCarthy’s child recovered from autism
New Legislation Calls for Government Ownership of DNA
Although Brase works with Minnesota issues, similar laws, rules and regulations are already in use across the country. "The Senate just voted to strip citizens of parental rights, privacy rights, patient rights and DNA property rights. They voted to make every citizen a research subject of the state government starting at birth," she said. "They voted to let the government create genetic profiles of every citizen without their consent."
Brase warned that the ultimate outcome of such DNA databases could spark the next wave of demands for eugenics. http://www.naturalnews.com/023126.html
Liberalism in the Vatican--It’s Ok for Catholics to Believe in Aliens (Fox News)
There could be alien life forms and believing they exist isn't contradictory to having faith in God, the top astronomer at the Vatican said in an interview published Tuesday. In the Vatican newspaper piece, titled "The Extraterrestrial Is My Brother," the Rev. Jose Gabriel Funes said the expansiveness of the universe means there could be life on planets other than Earth. "In my opinion this possibility exists," Funes, the director of the Vatican Observatory, told L'Osservatore Romano. ... "As there is a multiplicity of creatures on earth, so there may be other beings, intelligent, created by God. This does not conflict with our faith, because we cannot put limits on the creative freedom of God." He said human beings could even consider another life form an "extraterrestrial brother" because it, too, would be one of God's creatures. "How can we rule out that life may have developed elsewhere?" Funes said. "Just as we consider earthly creatures as 'a brother,' and 'sister,' why should we not talk about an 'extraterrestrial brother'? It would still be part of creation." http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,355400,00.html [I guess it's safe to come out from hiding now that we have Church approval but will we need a green card ;-)]